Its Over...

Well it was d last tyme i saw him yest... It realli broke ma hart but wad can i do?? He's d 1 who decided 2 let me go 3 days ago... Well boi i'm not a doll dat u could juz let me go when u dun need me.. I'm a human being wit feelins... D day dat i've been dreamin all dis while is juz becomin a past nw... D relationship dat we had all dis while is being shattered.. Everybody has their own prob.. even me myself i do.. its juz dat u didn't noe... Nw i'm jobless again due 2 sum fights at werk... Do u even noe??? U didn't... But I will still treat ur mum d same... I love her... It realli sadden me whenever pple bullied her... U might think dat i'm happier dis way its up 2 u.. In actual fact i'm nt.. Only god noes how i'm feelin... If other guys was juz ur reason 4 lettin me go, i've got no other words... I'm juz wishin u d best... I miss U...

Back Again

Hei dere.. i'm back 4 after so long.. haha.. juz got no tyme 2 update my blog. How shud i start...? Many things had happened 2 me lately.. Since my bdae i was possessed by 'kuda kepang'. I wasn't myself 4 d past few mths.... It was scary coz after every evenin prayers i will sit at a corner by myself keepin quite & den that 'thing' will start its role. Den i will start 2 dance... During the end of May, the spirit became more violent coz it had been in my body 4 quite sum time... Therefore its kinda diff 2 handle & get it out of my body. My mum den initiated 2 asked a paranormal 2 cure me... After a few tymes of seein d paranormal, i was back 2 my old self... but dat thingy will surely haunt me again... I'm sure of dat.. Due 2 dat i lost my job. Now i'm jobless.. Nw i'm bz seekin 4 jobs. Its diff 2 get a job now due 2 d recession... Eventhough things had happened 2 me & d impact is tremendeous, i stilled con't wit my partyin & life as per normal... My boifey's mum is being hospitalised... She's nw in AMK community hosp. Pray dat she will recover soon & b back as wat she used 2 b... I quarrelled wit boifey almost everydae lately, it makes me felt sad & i juz dun noe how long more i could hang on 2 dis relationships. But i'm still hanging on 2 it even at tymes i got d mentality 2 end it. Its been a yr & a mth wit him & i juz dun wan it 2 b wasted lyk dat coz we r both lookin 4ward 4 dat very special dae. I'm hopin dat everythin will end soon & back 2 d old daes dat we had 2gether.... I juz wanna dat old relationship back den b4 i found out dat he cheated on me... I'm missin dat old daes... & I'm missing dat old me dat he once knew.. But no matter wad happened 2 me i knew dat dere r still pple around me dat realli care & luv me. I'm very grateful 2 dem....Luv u peeps alots....

ME & BOIFEY DURING MY 22nd Bdae

ME & GERLFRENS

IKIN,ILA & ME

ME & BOIFEY SANG "BILA CINNTA DIDUSTA"

Missin hIm despite d pain

Well its 28th Jan... Ma bf is now on his way 2 Hong Kong i guess.. from dere he transit 2 LA... WTF... ma bf got 2 go Disneyland & Las Vegas 4 his r&r... not fair... but dun care u haf 2 buy 4 me stuff....

I didn't slept d whole of yest coz bf slept over & we talked till mornin.... den ard 5.30 gettin ready 2 go2 d airport.... Bf wrote me a letter... I gaf hi a box contains 32 envolopes 2 keep him occupied in times of boredom.... I did cried @ home but miracly i didn't @ d airport... I'm missin u dear.. Waitin 4 ur return....

Hei peeps... Happy new year... wad the fuck is already d 14th... haha.. but dun care... well in sch now so bored... haiz... nth 2 do... can't tink on how 2 program ma proj...

Well got nth 2 say much but 1stly sori 4 d long awaitance for me 2 update my blog.... well been buzy lately wit MM LEE's visit 2 sch, Open House, Projects stuff all dat.. haiz...

I was being featured in da news due 2 MM LEE's visit... Famous kape??? haha... On d 8th Jan i had my open house thingy... Guess who came down???? It was TAUFIK BATISAH... haha... cool kape.... I took a video of him... 2 b updated soon...

Quarrel wit bf abt dis YP.... Fuck her la... She's from ma sch.... A 1st yr kiddo takin biotech... Wad fuck... I dun gif a fuckin chance 2 dat kinda bitch whose tryin 2 be d goody2 gerl... u can fuck off bitch.... try mess wit me if u 1... we'll see whose at d loosin end in time 2 come....

Life has been filled wit ups & downs lately... but got no choice haf 2 put up wit it... Hope that i finish my FYP soon....

Freaky Friday

Finally its Fri.... last dae of FYP for dis 1st week. I got 11 weeks more 2 go.... sianz... dis 1st week was very slack... doin nth but msning... haha... I guess my body haf got used 2 gettin early in d mornin... I'm alwaes early 2 reach sch...

Dis mornin was kinda bit lazy 2 go sch by myself... so called daddy up 2 send me.... dia nyer kurang ajar, he dropped me off @ depan ma nenek house & gaf me $$$ 2 take cab 2 sch... irrit kan.... So i kept dat $$ i got xtra pocket $$... I took train sch... I reached toa payoh ard 730hr still early so i walked slowly 2 d train station.... First i head 2 mac 2 use d toilet 2 makeup...
Dere i saw Salihin... zul's sec mate... first step tk kenal & luper sape padahal ingat... haha.. chat a while wit him denn blah....

Still reached sch quite early.... haiz... haha... once d DT opened d lab door i quickly on my PC ape lagi msning.. haha... Till now i still msning, playin games & blogging....khakah..

Happenins....

2dae is d 1st dae of FYP.. haha.. i reached school ard 9am coz i had a briefin at 9.15am.... its so unlike me 2 reach school early... haha.. i msged Omar askin whether he's in sch but waited 4 his reply i was walkin ard almost d whole school compound... haha... Then i went 2 his lab 2 meet him.. There i got 2 noe Khai & Faizal... I made new frens... I had 2 report 2 my supervisor @ 1330hr.. While waitin 4 1330hr 2 strike, i went mkn wit them... I am in d same lab as Khai & Gary... At least deres sum frens i noe... haha... it will not bore me... Skjap2 g hisap rokok, makan & etc....

I was being assigned 2 werk on sum prog abt IMAGECUP. Its a comp dat my sch is entering... If we managed 2 get thru d round 1, i will b goin 2 CAIRO for its finals... cool kan... But i told Khai "klau aku masuk mesti dorg kalah".. Khai's reply was " blom cuba da mengaku kalah"... But confirm nyer...

Its a surprised Yan is fetchin me from sch.. tk pernah2 tau... Dis is d 1st tyme... mcm nk kene strike TOTO sak.. haha...
Kla till d next update...

tiredz...

Juz got home from Yan's place.. His mum celebrated her 58th bdae 2dae... i didn't gaf her any present xcept a cake i bought 4 her from Begawan Solo.. Didi, Nirah & Amin attended her party & also his relatives...

B4 goin dere, we took d cake & i bought a dress & cardigan dere coz i'm runnin out of outfit 2 wear... After dat we took cab 2 yishun... Took lots of pics wit his mum & family... Helped out with watever i can.. But besarkan bontot lebih.. haha.... Menantu tersyg cannot do alot of werk... Tu pon mak dia ckp i da penat byk buat benda... haha... 8+ we left his house & went straight home....